all these thoughts
Monday, February 1, 2010
went out to catch a movie with Li En,Catherine,Jacinda,Kenneth,Alan.
super fun. i had a hell good of a time disturbing everyone :P
and took many picxz while having dinner, will upload it soon.
cause my super attitude brother doesnt allow? haha?
smart = can attitude? yeah fuck that. chheebbyee, fuck smartards.
i ask him for permission. he fucking take it as never hear. when i just take.
he just shouts? -.- and even draws on my hand and doesnt even bother saying sorry.
fucking guai lan yes? so pissed with him. whats with the fucking attitude?
he can just take my things without asking and i dont scold him.
game item also i find he take go sell? and he just claims that half of the money is his.
fucking scammer also. make it simpler. he is fucking niao. kay. done with ranting.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
so what? i tried didnt i? what more do you want? dont you at least see im working hard?
im stress enough alr lah. you're not the one taking the O levels. i dont mess around alr.
i dont spend my time playing alr. i even proved to you that i can pass my lousiest subject alr.
so? what more do you want? im proving everything to you alr. are you even looking at it?
you dont know anything, you dont know what im doing, you dont understand either.
even mummy can see alr. she's the one whose bias, also CAN see. why not you?
you who always side and defend me. why break me down of all times now?
not enough results to show you that im working hard enough? i'll show you more. just you wait.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
been doing f&n coursework like mad , damn crazy, seriously, everything's so rush.
but the week was well spent or should i say the past few weeks (:
looking forward to messing & playing around with AhCat, Seahum1, Seahum2, Salesgirl,Cinderella & co during guides activities.
for the past few weeks i've been messing and playing around with Gillian, Mel, ZhaoQi, Nash, Marcus, Edison, Hazirah, JueYing, Dionne, Hervy, Yisheng, Kenneth, LiEn, YuanWen, WeiLin, Andy, Alan, ZhuoLun, Haziq, JunYi. kay nvm. almost everybody. ahahahhaahhhahaha.
IMMMA HAPPY GIRLL.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
fade fade fade fade , just keep fading please.
CCA orientation was fun and amazing, ;x spent the whole week preparing.
had lots of fun talks with the same people, salesgirl, cinderella,banmian all those :D
Jacinda & Magdelene, seahum3, seahum2, seahum1 :D
Hidayuh, Nabilah, Gillian, Me, Catherine.
last year in this school alr, happy but sad though ):
gonna miss guides, gonna miss those crappy times in class, gonna miss everything.
ate at BK with Catherine & Jacinda after CCA Orientation. we talked alot.
practically a few hours. we cant stop talking. anyway its the very first time for 4years
that we ate together, so epic x.x we told lots of story about ourselves to each other. teehees :D
crap, i starting to feel damn sad, im missing everything alr, i dont want to change anything. ):
justsoyouknow justsoyouknow justsoyouknow justsoyouknow justsoyouknow
TRY. SO. HARD. TO. SAY. GOODBYE. fading..
Friday, January 15, 2010
it doesnt matter at all, im fine being where i am . . .
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause...
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
just keep dreaming and dreaming till you're gone. ;\
Sunday, January 10, 2010
一闪而过回声轰隆, 电光石火摩擦心痛
一瞬间加速度坠落在寂寞公路
哪里找我的梦被偷的梦, 偷偷的逃走不见了
一无所有了一辈子晃晃悠悠
你说的一天不够不够你爱我
不够长不够久
你要的为爱而活怎么忘了我
好羡慕你能拥有别人的天长地久
一笑而过爱恨酸楚回忆的毒
开满罂粟飙着泪的光速一个人栽进孤独
摇曳点一盏灯点亮萤火远远的
飞走了熄灭了蠢蠢欲动
在风中留一个梦
Thursday, January 7, 2010
the same tricks that, that once fooled me, they won't get you anywhere
lessons are so boring but survivable.
i spend 1/4 drawing paper-ful of dangos and 2/4 of my time in class listening to lessons.
1/4 of my time spamming 'AHHH. im so bored.' to Alan, Andy, JueYing and Dionne and so on,
definetely includes talking and joking as well as talking across the class to Nash & a few others.
oh, and i spent yesterday afternoon 'eating' Macs at Singapore Poly's openhouse .__.
i dont get the point of going there. but in the bus trip to there and back was fun. LOL.
multi-tasking, playing DS, crapping and joking with the usual guys, somehow entertaining.
life's so lifeless after my com is gone, gone for until O's are over. freakkkk -.- dying of boredom.
but somehow im able to study more, but still SO LIFELESS, i'll make my way somehow* into a poly
kaybyemelovethedangofamily.
